Tuesday, March 20, 2012

A new Day Part II and III and IV etc etc etc

Well I can see that I came full circle to my relationship to God. I was
overwhelmed and needing to escape the difficulties of blending 7 children and a spouse of
our oldest one; Then the news that she is expecting in August of this year.

Yow-sa! I cant be a GRANDMOTHER! What the... How the..... HELP! I am continually giving my heart to God, as he knows that my relationship with my husbands children is strained.... at BEST.

I will pray for them. I will pray for me. I will pray for that baby!!

Iyanla Vanzant's book (Peace From Broken Pieces) taught me that there may be huge trials, but God has a RAM in the bush. I interpret this as, God is standing by (speaking softly but carrying a big stick) and HE will have revenge or punish unfair treatment.

I will leave it up to him.

Yup... I'm learning for sure! Against my will, but learning to trust and let go... BE STILL AND KNOW THAT I AM GOD.... ok, ok Im trying!